[ Arizona ] in KIDS 글 쓴 이(By): pbsIIks (jsim) 날 짜 (Date): 2002년 11월 30일 토요일 오전 12시 54분 04초 제 목(Title): i don't know .. what to say, really have no idea.. I was joking with SP when he kept asking me the manuscripts for my previous graduate studies, I simply told him " you have to show up thanks giving holiday, otherwise, i won't give this to you", He siad " OK, then I'l see you tomorrow at 11:00 PM " and I thought I would work during the daytime of thanks giving day..of course,I haven't finished by then, and did not even show up, but drove by the school to check if his car was parked.. I felt little relieved when I couldn't find his car in his parking lot, and went to bed.. but the first thing I found today was that he sent email to his collaborator, which he forwarded to me, at 8:30 PM yesterday.. I got so scared, because that means, he showed up for whatever the reasons.. Since then, I felt so uncomfortable, tried to think how to apologize to him for not keeping my words.. I still don't know how to say, what to say..only hope he didn't show up just because of the promise he and I made, hope I did not ruin his thanks giving dinner.. |