| [ EnglishOnly ] in KIDS 글 쓴 이(By): Hoosier (팀 래이미) 날 짜 (Date): 1995년09월12일(화) 00시54분00초 KDT 제 목(Title): re: Pain Sometimes when you read a posting, the writer seems to have captured the feelings that you were, or are, currently experiencing. SOS' posting rang a familar(I wish that I could spell(chord with me tonight. Shortly after coming to Korea, my ex-girlfriend back in the states broke off our very troubled relationship, a relationship that I thought was on the mend. However, when I made the jump across the big puddle to Korea, I guess she concluded that my priorities lay somewhere ahead of her(maybe they did, but I like to think that they didn't). Anyway, it's sad how you can talk to someone who once supposedly loved you and you don't find any hint of affection in their voice. Just like SOS revealed, They speak formally. I can remember when we were so casual, yet, it was a respectful casualness. Now, she speaks to me with the warmth of a used-car salesman. I 'telnet' back to my unix account at our university in the states, and I call-up the 'users function to she if she is on-line, and, she is, and I remember old-times when no more than 5 seconds would go by when she would 'bitnet' me if we were both on-line, now, the time endlessly passes and is only nothingness. Her voice; something that I lived to hear, something that brought me instant joy even at 4 in the morning. These days, I'm lucky to get in 3 words before she tells me that she has to go because of something she has forgotten to do. on closer examination it seems it is only 'I'that she has forgotten. Well, sorry to boar all of you to tears with the failings of Tim's past love life. I sometimes am reminded that no matter how hard we try to hide from our past, by trying to forget, we are often reminded of it anyway. In this case I was reminded, albeit painfully, by a beautiful, tenderly written, posting by SOS. Thinking of her reminds me a Lennon & McCartney song entitled:For No One Your day breaks, your mind aches, you find that all her words of kindness linger on when she no longer needs you She wakes up, she makes up she takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry she no longer needs you You want her, you need her and yet, you don't believe her when she says her love is dead you think she needs you. and in her eyes, you see nothing no sign of love behind the tears, cried for no one a love that should've lasted years You stay home, she goes out she says that long ago she knew someone, but now he's gone she doesn't need him Your day breaks, your mind aches there will be times when all the things she said will fill your head you won't forget her and in her eyes, you see nothing no sign of love behind the tears, cried for no one a love that should've lasted years posting by SS |