| [ EnglishOnly ] in KIDS 글 쓴 이(By): VICTORIA ( 빅토리아) 날 짜 (Date): 1995년06월16일(금) 01시19분16초 KDT 제 목(Title): These days...For what..and..How... I happen to meet many things in These days..why..maybe chan ge will be right.. my sense has changed, my life, thought, attitude of things, and my manner of speech have changed.. I think that I meet to another I in my mind. one time return to original I..but so soon return to another I... I feel these looks.. huhu..o.o.. I don't know what's wrong with me..and what made me this status... Without reason, one likes someone..so far..all life are arr anged for partner, when those around one notice one's vivality changed like being vivid target..maybe these plus to oneself. but..partner's no response or rejection will make one tired or inflict a wound.. I know these.. But..I can't accept a love of ones sympathetically.. And I don't want these love..even if this were left to part ner a wound.... Of course, this is not same loving anyone around me.. Some time ago, My mother said, "In the world, You don't live for yourself but for another men...Sometimes You must concede a point and accept another man softly...You must live together not by yourself..." ..hu...well..I look back upon my past..how, for what ??? maybe I have lived neither short nor long.. For Twenty three..I think i have lived for myself.. But........ World tell me to be more intelligent.. to Act boldly..to accept change very well.. to insist my opinion clearly.. and..I want to live being well..to live for myself.. In These days...endurance...this don't exist..i think... ...why..this is necessary..but These generation is not patie nt..only finding ease..and accepting change very well.. This is Todays generation.. and just me..myself.. To notice A white heron in which Craw play is not that a white heron is white but one who see a white heron don't notice a craw attentively..??? VICTORIA.... |